beneran ada ya?

si s.

Saya sudah sangat sendiri, sedari saya sadar saya selalu sama saudara sama sahabat saya sendiri. Sehingga saya suka sedih sambil sebal, selama saya sendiri sampai saya serasa sakit sehingga semua sifat saya sembrono . Semakin salah semuanya, selalu sulit sadar sampai suka sembarangan sama sahabat saya sendiri. Semenjak sekolah selesai saya sungguh sepi sampai semua saudara saya sudahi sifat seperti sampahnya. Saya selalu sedih sampai saya sakit, sehingga semakin sulit saya selesaikan surat saya.





Maret 2011








Lord the unfathomable




Hey lord, I'm a sinner and I know what I'm doing,
That's why I'm writing this literature for you,
I live in the goods department you made which everybody called life.
The hassle that tag me along every single second, I appreciate it.

Hey lord, I'm a sinner and I know what I'm doing.
That's why sometimes I'm expressing my feeling without fear of rebuke, because I have faith on you.

I feel such a worthless,

Hey lord, I think I know what you're thinking. I'm not going to tell you, but let me ask this. Is it there?
Now I see here. It's always been there.

I feel no pain but hurts so bad,

I want you to have me wrapped inside you, yes inside of you, my Lord. Sssttt, let me cry for the moment of what happened to me. the punishment you sent about things I've done is inevitably. The rise of mundane has ended, I lost a cavalier of my soul.

Well, I should be going now. Good bye me

Des 2010